My Desktop with new Gaim2

Zen in the Art of Archery

I hardly know about Zen and I hardly read books. I picked up Zen In The Art Of Archery when one of my friends suggested it. First of all I tried to read it simply because it was thin. I can't read all those thick novels. After I finished this book I thought may be I have understood a little bit of what Zen is. Its something beyond the spirituality involved in any of these practices and I think all other forms of dhyan also mean the same. The book is not just about Archery but about being yourself, knowing yourself and discovering the other side of you.

The Matrix

Wao Cool movie. But this is not about the movie. Its about the Matrix like thing I am feeling. My vague dreams, which somehow are so close yet so unreal. I see people and not monsters or spacecrafts. I see real people. I see things which might be existing in this world. People say that dreams are related to people and stuff around us with whom we interact , and there are many more with whom our brain interacts subconsciously. But how does it reappear in the dreams as unknown faces, unknown places, unknown themes and mostly with a single important sense of being there knowing that its a dream yet feel it.

I am feeling sleepy now, lets dream Yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

I lost my P4 machine

I had a P4 , 1.7 Ghz , Intel 845GBV system. Sometime back there was no signal going to the monitor and I gave it for repair to Sanghvi Computers. What he said is the MotherBoard has cupped and needs replacement, but to support my system he can't put an Intel motherboard because it won't be compataible. I said Ok, do it I will come and collect it. When I went to the shop he had replaced the motherboard, don't know what company it is and I didn't care also. He said there is some problem with the SMPS and needs change, I said ok do it. I put a new 256MB DDR Ram and was happy that now my system will work. FUCK THY SHOPKEEPERS. Now this is what sucks bigtime with these marwari comp shop owners try to act smart. This guy had removed my LAN card, and when I asked for it said it was not there. I said check it must be there, and obviously it was there and he found out, next was my CPU cover, he said you must not have brought it to the shop, wtf, checked again and found it, the thermacoal pieces were not there inside, I said you have to give, he found out them also. I was so pissed up with this guy that I almost had a fight with him. Ok after getting everything I brought the CPU back and found that he had put a Intel Celron (R) on my comp. When I called him back he said it must have been a Celron that you bought. What crap, these guys simply won't agree that they have done a mistake and instead question. Now when I told him that it was a P4 he said ok I have a spare P4 which has cupped and since he doesn't keep spare in his shop that must be mine. WTF he didn't say anything about this when I asked what needs to be repaired. I believed that my MotherBoard and SMPS cupped and I had to do that because, I had bought the system from him and I didn't have any other option. Now this guy says, take an AMD motherboard and processor which will come for 5.6k. Why the fuck should I take it now paying more, when I had a running P4 machine and he didn't mention it anytime. How will I believe that all my motherboard processor and SMPS cupped at the same time. This sucks bigtime. And after all this happened this guy doesn't just agrees that there was a mistake, but he is not ready to do anything. So why should I suffer because of his mistake. If he doesn't give me a good deal in anything now, there is one thing for sure, I will put up notices in all 12 hostels saying that what these guys do and not to buy anystuff from his, he is not reliable. It will cost me just 10 bucks. And atleast he will lose 10k minimum for that. Now he will realize how a single unsatisfied customer can divert his customers away from him. This is in the pipeline if he doesn't offer me a good deal. Lets see, but one thing is for sure, in anyway he is going to loose many customers just because of me.

Life After Death

Life After Death

Main Zinda Hoon

Najane kab se umeedein kuch baki hain
Mujhe phir bhi teri yaad kyun aati hai
Najane kab se........

Door jitna bhi tum mujse pass tere main
Ab to aadat si hai mujko aaise jeene main
Zindagi se koi shikwa bhi nahi hai
Ab to zinda hoon main iss neele aasman main

Chahat aaise hai ye teri badhti jaye
Aahat aaise hai ye teri mujko sataye
Yaadein ghehri hain itni dil doob jaye
Aur aankhon main ye gum nam ban jaye

Ab to aadat si hai mujko aaise zeene main
Sabhi yadein hain sabhi batein hain
Bhula do unhen, mita do unhen..........

Ab to aadat si hai mujko